I've been in a wrestling match for the past year or so...grappling with some concerns. It has been ongoing. A few weeks ago I was talking with God again about the fears that seemed to be always lurking. I felt compelled to tell him again how he could work out those issues for me. I had a few good plans he could choose from. But, instead, in weariness I poured out my heart to him. "Lord, You put into me the heart of a mother. You gave me a natural concern for my childre